i've been blowin' kisses one way.

recently i've been filling my time with the most magnificent things. perhaps i don't have a lot, but i've found the most beautiful something that somebody would ever want.

waking up to something real everyday has made me feel like a million dollars. i can't describe it in any other way, really.

to paint - oh, to paint! it feels incredible.

tonight i'm filling my night with things that make me feel alive - and to be alive is to be yourself and to discover yourself!

i love when the sky crashes and booms, but this morning i felt scared.. i won't lie. but to have had a hand to hold,was the most beautiful thing in the entire world. perhaps he was asleep, but i've not felt complete comfort like that in a long time.

i missed my family a lot today, but my sister felt that loving thought and found me for quite a long time tonight. jennifer is the person in my family that will accept me for no matter who i am or what i do... and i guess that's what family is all about, but my family has been in so many places in such a long amount of time of my life that i've never really got to connect with them like i do with jennifer. i mean, they're the most fantastic people in my world but it's hard to keep in touch, you know?

distractions can be a terrible thing sometimes...

point is, i'm incredibly happy about my life despite the bad.

this is life for me...

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

most people would be jealous.

hell, mary poppins is cool. i want to be her.